But I guess people just cant admit that someone looks better than they do. Dont you be pointing that thing at me! Not for losing this, youre okay, you lost nothing. This morning, I went to Starbucks to pick up muffins and iced vanilla chai lattes for me and Haley and Jessica, but the barista spilled one of the coffees all over me. How did we get here? I had so many things planned, and it was supposed to be the best day ever. When I started middle school, I was bullied for my fascination with insects. Im so glad none of you care for me because then I would actually have to care for you guys, too. For some reason, the medicine just didnt work anymore. Im as fearless as it gets when it comes to water. If I do one thing wrong everybody is going to notice, and laugh at me, and Im going to be so embarrassed. But didnt I have everything anyone could want? Third Place Winner! And then, I spent fifty years wishing I had had the courage to say no. We want wallets n watches. Hed leave early with an apology. Or would you go forward and take the unknown future and be whisked away to a place where everything could be totally new like a fresh start? Then there was the time I was sitting in a classroom facing the chalkboard. Well, dont. But that was a long, long time ago. You know. Really? Actor can come up with a variety of challenging and funny physical antics and facial expressions.). She promises to "come back later", but then passes out from the drugs. (Anya turns to a random employee) HEY YOU, yeah you right there. At first, Bromden pretends that McMurphy made him vote by using wires, but he knows that he voted himself and admits the same here. Are you frozen? I just decided to leave and go to my car. Well, not any more than the next person, I guess. Video games again? I would hear her screaming in the kitchen, and Id run down and see her holding a knife and covered in blood. (pause) No, mom. Alrightie, (Mutters to self.) Ive moved on. Its torture, I tell you. (Turns across) Look, Im gonna be honest. Thats a feral cat if Ive ever seen one. Yes, you, in the out-of-season blouse. I know all my words. So remember, vote for me for President. I decided to do it; what could go wrong? Everything. Genre: Dramatic I do work hard. I mean, am I missing something here? Ive disappointed everyone. B-L-U-E blue. Five minutes, thats all. My family is great, but I feel I dont belong. You ever tangled with a cat before? I realize theyre a little stained but isnt that just the sort of thing that happens as you use them? (Kid has taken all those things.) I have a window in my room. Its fine, its fine. The only thing that understands me is the virtual world, and my family tries to take that from me. Thats a lie. By: Maya Wilson, Age 12, Idaho, USA Description: A misunderstood dragon tries to have a friendly conversation with a human. I thought he was just going to visit friends or maybe my grandma. Martin, Ive never seen a cat so friendly. (Sits down, opens book and begins reading.) He was going to tell me that he loved me, and he would mean it. Im turning thirteen next month which means Im basically a teenager. I have awesome parents. 374 pages, Hardcover. He apologized and is offering an extra class on Sunday. That was stupid, but I have one better than that. Julia shows the audience her pain, anger, guilt, and sorrow as she begins one of the lengthiest monologues about death on the list. I guess there is no hiding from it now. In this particular scene, Julia is at Rachels funeral. He interacts with so many girls, you never know who may be eyeing him. I am so lost. (yelling) Jackson! By: Ava Reis, Age 12, St. Louis, MO, USA Description: A teenager is forced to go and see a psychologist by their parents. People say you shouldnt live for the praise of other people, but I think the opposite is true. No, I dont really want to be like my parents. Oh my god youre not Fabio I am so sorry, maam I thought you were my ex, um I guess I could tell you if you want me to No. They were doing that thing where they were trying to keep their voices down, but its totally obvious. In this scene, Death is trying to convince the two that he is the better option, even though the two lovers are convinced that love is stronger than he is. Pretty soon I heard voices in their room. Im sorry I never texted you enough, Im sorry that you left, Im sorry, and I still miss you. By: Marina Paul, Age 16, Utah USA Description: Mother Nature goes to therapy. I dont see why Im here. He wasnt nice. I can afford implantssee? Oh my Honey Boo Bear I loved you so much. (giving a new idea, hoping desperately) Then lets sneak it through a smaller port. Ice in your veins. But look, you really shouldnt make fun of the homeless. The Daverns Inn is up for sale, and it must be sold. I almost beat my game! I pull my VR goggles off. I know that might sound ridiculous or perhaps it is, and I am the crazy one, but I feel it. But the only time I feel happy and content is when Im on heroin, so I dont know if Im ever gonna get off it. They werent always like this. (Looks around.) YOUR. I tell her that I miss all the attention I used to get from people., the times when I didnt even think to worry what other people thought of me. Theres no one to hold them back and tell them what not to do. I could smell the pizza in the air, and I couldnt help but smile when the Twins hit a bomb to center field earlier in the game. As I watched him fade away in a hospital bed I thought for once, just once, I would have his undivided attention. I mean you shoot us down to get rid of us because you are scared of what you dont know. But dont let her be an actress in a musical or play, especially the lead! Neither of those happened. I think of myself as more of an adventurer. There she was, a cup of tea in her slender hands, staring at the moon. And so was the day before that, and the day before that, and the day before that. Birds are so much freer than any person I know. But even then they make fun of me. Put out the light, and then put out the light. At that, I asked Haley to drive me back home because frankly, I could not handle one more mishap. Genre: Dramatic, (Actor sits in a chair as though he/she is on the witness stand being questioned by the prosecutor.). Not like tonight. Persephone you have been tricked! By: Tesia Hennessy, Age 15, South Carolina, USA Description: A teen is frustrated that their parent doesnt accept them despite all theyve done to try to conform. My Junior year I hired someone to take the SAT for me. Im throwing it back. Or just habit. Lets start with this I have NEVER been in detention. [Dementedly] So, Ill say this to you. Or I could write about a kid with a scar who gets a letter from a foreign school and finds out hes a wizard and, wait, nope thats Harry Potter. I mean what else are you supposed to do when the most attractive guy you know finally gives you the time of day? Wait. I know! Overview System Requirements Related. Ya have da right to dig for me treasure. You know what they say; if you cant handle the heat, stay out of the kitchen. I hate being able to grab into the folds of my stomach. Im not talking to her. Amanda sits on her sister Isabels bed. I think when she pulled me in, she swapped with me out in the real world! I mean pledge means promise, right? Sometimes I wonder if its just a nightmare that I cant wake up from. Im not an armrest, IM A HUMAN BEING! What pain it must be for them to lose him to someone else. She will make it impossible to get anything done. So, then she held up my coffee and acted all apologetic like everything was gonna be fine. I know it was November because Thanksgiving was close. No, I dont want anything at all. He doesnt need you. Ive got it. And hows your father? You hear so much about college all your life, so you feel like a failure if you dont go. (turns around and sighs) Fiddlesticks. Now I can . But just a little. When the illegitimate King John goes to war with France, who backs Arthur, the rightful heir to the throne. I hope you realize that Faith brings nothing to the table when it comes to a musical. It was the day before Valentines Day, and we were making chocolate dipped strawberries when we invited your family over. Mr. Rupert is very intimidating and you dont want to do anything, even accidentally that could destroy your chances of getting this job. (realizes something) Wait a minute. Alright already, let the woman wear what she wants okay? The original music score is composed by Mark Isham. I yelled at my sister to get in the basement, and for the first time, she listened to me. This relatively lengthy speech is one of the most awkwardly-funny, but serious monologues about death on the list. After that I went to Georges house to tell her about it. They say the worst things happen to the best people, but I disagree. So, my mum and I finally found one another again and she asked me if I had eaten anything and I said, Just six pomegranate seeds. Then she said No! We used to know everything about each other. The main focus is all about color and whether people should raise children of different races. Stuck like that forever. I hope this letter (with pictures included) reaches you in good time, and that you may find joy and comfort within. (excited, inspired with his new idea) It can be a huge ice theme park. He would come home late at night, drunk, if he even came home at all. You know Alex, right? Halle Berry is the birth mother who cleans up her life and sets out to reclaim the child. I would rather stay here on the docks, thank you very much. Lets seelets see (looking around). The bus is late. I have no idea who I am. ** from ****. Perhaps some cookie dough ice cream could help me think? Now just take your hands off the gun and put them on the table where I can see them or the watch gets it. Oh, right okay! Its day 47 of absolute isolation, loneliness, and complete and utter boredom. Wait, what? There are stories in your songs. Alex looks at me and is all, what ya scared?? I have bigger matters to attend to! Ive never been the victim of bullying. My stupid ankle! Without Milton, I would never have escaped to New York. That maybe the world would be better off without me Now as I sit here next to your grave, I wonder will anyone miss me if I was gone? Copyright Fandango. (Angry) No. For the Student Council, I mean. (pause) Ok, fine. Not great. (reporting excitedly) You are going to have 100,000 tons of ice in a week! I would never stop, and I couldnt, I thought. The story revolves around her journey; the treatments, effects, and significant events that happen in her life. My mom came and picked me up in her white Benz. I mean, it says on the menu: warning: consumption of raw meat or poultry may cause food poisoning, but it doesnt say anything about consumption of food prepared by meat or poultry! Selma Richards is the boy's birth mother. We wont be able to verify your ticket today, but its great to know for the future. Now, over there is my bed. Of Student Council not the governmentobviously. A little bit gross. I know youre not real, I know that you are my imaginary friend. All the other people in the band just look mad in their pictures, especially the skunk hair guy. Before you know it its the end of senior year. She knows what she did. And hes carrying his helmet too. No, it is not. So, this is the way it ends for me. How are you doing? You know, my boyfriend tells me Im an (does air quotes with fingers) overprotective and jealous girlfriend, but he just doesnt understand. I was out in the garage taking off my boots, and she just wandered in. By creating an account, you agree to the Bye. Released by Paramount . They smile and laugh and pull people in with dancing green eyes. What if I fall in, what happens then? Now, some people would have panicked, but thats not who I am. I even had a horse! That seems like a completely acceptable and not at all illegal thing to do! But who just asks that? Ive worked to the bone for this school, and this title, and Ill work to clear my name until the blood of all past and present Miss Fortunes runs in the street and stains my heelsyou believe me dont you? I want things too, but for now I have to be a mother to my brothers, fight suicidal thoughts, figure out how not to fear men, and try to sort out what normal means. So dont tell me youre sorry, cause Im not buying it. I used to believe that I could understand girls. (Female, Dramatic, Teens) What about now?Dangit. I saw you from across the street, and I just gotta say, I love your Halloween costume! Well, have you heard of the Seven Deadly Sins? Second Place Winner! The people, the lunches, the drama. Second Place Winner! Maybe he needs a friend. That I still havent figured that out yet. Theyre the bad guys! And God help the children. Will it ever stop? So, one day, when my parents were fighting, I didnt think it was anything unusual because my parents were always fighting. Shifted his perspective, he said. Go find a dogs butt to sniff! . It was a special pleasure to see things eaten, to see things blackened and changed. The stupidest thing Ive done? Dont worry, it wont take long. What if a shark bites my head off? He has a beard and scratches on his face, bruises too. Oh my god! Opening night would be a flop, and we both know that would be embarrassing for you. Speaking of him, hes coming over today, so youd better scurry along, it was nice to meet you! I still got love left. Its not my fault the principal left her purse on her desk granted the door was locked. Genre: Comedic. Ive spent so many nights staring out this same window looking at this same street lamp. Red eyed and close-fisted, he finds me alright. The shirt is too tight, or too loose, or not the right colour, and the pants are too rigid, or too short, or too everything. Our test subjects are the ones who first turned into zombies. Find someone else to rip their heart to shreds. Whats my idea of the perfect day? I had no money and no phone. Apologies have meant nothing to me ever since he left. So because of my own personal experiences, I found the movie very moving and upsetting and I cried at the very end. One day I hope to wake up and not think about my weight, or calories, or what everyone thinks, and just simply love being me, ya know? In the bottom of the 8th, the twins scored two runs on a home run. He was like Ha, ha. What happened to us? She dropped out of high school when she was 15. Gender: Any Genre: Dramatic. For almost a decade, our company has held the largest market share for pasta in the world. Yes, I will. Leslie? Oh. When I look at her picture, I can feel her telling me that its going to be okay, and I want to believe her. Right about that time, unfortunately, a huge wage was forming, and was starting to come my way. (Realizing.) The guards used to lock us in our dormitory at night and not show up again til the morning. Don't do this. (Snaps fingers with idea!) Ill see you tomorrow. He taped you to the back of his car because his tail-light was out. Well, because my mother told me that itll make me sound smart! It all started when I woke up and began my morning routines. Great! It was summer. Third Place Winner! Admit it, Im prettier than every single one of you. Im supposed to tell you why I would be a good fit for the job but lets be honest. No more death. Unfortunately, the weird kid next to you saw you do it and now he wants a piece. Hold on just a minute here waiter. The mall. OH! I went to my room and I could tell they were still arguing. Questions? And they just dumped me, thats right, dumped me for that ugly, smelly, poop machine. But in the end I was punished for it. He even gets away with rubbing it in my face. This is for punctuation marks only! I said I wasnt hungry. While the books went up in sparkling whirls and blew away on a wind turned dark with burning. By: Celeste Pompa, Age 16, South Carolina, USA Description: A young driver gets pulled over for the first time. Coming Soon, Regal Being a skinny girl in todays society gives you so much privilege, no matter what race or gender you are. After I fell, I was in a coma for two weeks. Outside, the London riots are raging. Right now, if I told you that I knew how to time travel, would you go back to that night when you got drunk and ran naked into the pond behind my house? Youre un-muted. He said he saw me walk into the toilet and as soon as that door closed my parents shared a look, ran to the car, jumped in and drove off. For what? Over the years, Ive started to realize that in life I need to work as hard as I can just to survive, even though we never get paid enough to even eat. Im talking about the monsters who hide in sheeps clothing and then rip out with snapping teeth. All those plays that won't get written now. You know I have bipolar. Moms are always right. Say it correctly. I love you. I figure I can deal with my sister when she gets home from school. I know this sounds crazy, but. Those cups are worth 50 dollars each and Rob worked very hard so I could afford them. (Digging through bag, checking pockets.) In the distance, I could hear the familiar hush of the ocean. I got my bachelors, two masters, my PhD, met your dad, and then I had you. Young men, at the beginning, just gone. (Hears noise.) Every time we get to a new farm we set up a tent that we will live in. There was a certain kindness in his expression that made me feel safe despite everything going on around us. Im leaving you on speakerphone. Maybe next year it will be alright again. Did you not think maybe that was a red flag? (Laughs humorlessly) Its funnybecause I really am so tired of being alone. Terms and Policies He would never tell us which one. No response from Jayla) You know what, do whatever. I wear makeup due to the fact that I am seen as a monster with a bunch of acne. All my scratches, scrapes, and slices are. (Hysterical laughter) Sorry? Of course you do. Im not planning on turning you to stone anyway. (pause) Okay, yes. Genre: Comedic. and so I ignored it. I guess he noticed how lost and scared I looked, because he gestured for me to hide with him. Cast Away Quotes Showing 1-2 of 2. By: Jordan Dittamo, Age 12, Virginia, USA Description: A mother wants her daughter to stop reading and help out around the house. (Pause) I KNOW. Everyone has to face the consequences of their actions and I guess I have to face mine too, no matter what it may be. Youve got to be kidding me. That thing is not meant to be indoors or near people. Ooooh, look what Santa got me! So, you go. Well, okay, fine. Ricky was the bees knees, even though he was a lil too old for us high school girls. Can you- Could you repeat that slower, sir? See that bowl there? I guess Im ready to talk about it. We just started smashing stuff together. So, turns out my mum wasnt so happy about all of this, and she went looking the whole world over for me. I felt out of place. No. So, Dr. Broomfield is gone, huh? You think he loves you. Today is the day of THE audition. The night before Xias deportation, she visits her brother in prison. My personal favorite is greed. (turns to where the friend is) Shish Kabobs. Youll never take over the world or have any henchmen. (Puts aside the box of chocolates and continues on down the aisles.) I wanna be your class president cause like prom sucked last year. You are looking at me like Im some murderer. She keeps talking on and on and on! Im waving! Thats easy. Its why I love to go out on the roof. Normally one of my friends has a lunchbox and shares with everyone, but not today. Would you go back and be at least honest with her? No more loss. People fear of drowning or being attacked by creatures from below. Well, just between you and me, they could use another shower. What is it now? Genre: Comedic, Well, well, well take a look at what we have here. 10 Dramatic Female Monologues from Characters in Crisis, 10 Monologues from Female Characters Who Care About Politics, 10 Comedic Monologues for Girls, Ages 14 Young Adult, 10 Monologues for High School Males They Havent Heard, 10 Monologues from Characters Who Are People of Color, 10 Monologues fromLatino, Latina, and Hispanic Characters, 10 Monologue from Characters Coping With Mental Illness, 10 Comedic Monologues from Characters Suffering an Identity Crisis, 10 Monologues from Characters Seeking Approval, 10 Monologues from Characters Who Need to Apologize, 10 Monologues from Male Characters: Fathers, Brothers, and Sons, 10 Monologues for Women Who Speak Their Mind, 10 Monologues for People Who Have a Bone to Pick, 10 Great Monologues from LGBTQ-Identifying Characters, 10 Monologues for Characters Who Have Theatre on the Brain, 10 Male Monologues from Characters Dealing With Death. Why I became such a slack off. It started in our lab. JK!!! (Pauses. Bullies. In my opinion, girls should just say what they mean and not send hidden messages. No one understands the daily struggles of being short. Just because I may be darker doesnt mean you can compare me to pitch black. Dude, Im getting pulled over! Then I thought, maybe it was a sign, a sign that no one cares or that Im not important enough, that Im worthless, irrelevant. A white-hot flash far away and everywhere, and my body in the air and then nothing. Speaking of college, I am planning to get a perfect 1600 on my SATs which is why Im studying right now. Genre: Dramatic. Anyway, last week, Alex just saunters up to me and is like Hey Elena, I think youre pretty cool, so uhh, wanna rob a bank tomorrow? and NATURALLY I said, SUREEEEE ALEX! Third Place Winner! Although he becomes increasingly withdrawn, he is also prone to violent public outbursts. Im giving her the silent treatment, if thats not clear. Stir up their servants to an act of rage. 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